It is difficult for me to write about myself and I do not know what
my story will look like, but I will try to do my best. Let us start…
My name is Olga.
I am 27 and my birthday is 19 November. I am 173 cm tall and my weight
is 69 kg. Well, the beginning looks like a questionnaire.
It happened so
that I lost my parents when I was very small. They got divorced when
I was two and my father left us. My mother died when I was 11, I stayed
with my granny and she died in four years. Now I am alone, completely
alone, I have no relatives at all and it is terrible. Fortunately
I have a son, his name is Ilya and he is 7. He is a very charming,
kind and caring boy. He is fond of music, cartoons, books (he can
read already) and he fights with other boys. He does not go to kindergarten,
as he is often ill and my working day is from 11 a.m. till 7-8 p.m.,
so he has a baby-sitter.
This kid is very
important for me, not only because he is my own son, but also because
we spent the most difficult years together and he gave me energy to
live and to fight. Due to all difficulties and thanks to him I have
become who I am now. Some day I may tell you everything and you will
understand why I am saying so. Like everybody else I finished school
and music school. I have higher education, I graduated from Academy
of architecture and construction and I specialized in heating, ventilation
and air condition. I worked at a research institute for some years,
but later we all were fired because of grave economic situation. It
was five years ago. Then I worked as a stylist at television. Now
I work as a manager at a company dealing with employment matters and
personnel training. I love my job.
I live with my
son in our own three-roomed flat. Everything seems fine, but I miss
the most important thing - I need a man, my sweetheart whom I could
give the best I have - my love, care, attention, understanding, happiness.
I love my hearth. If I have to choose either to go out or to stay
at home, I prefer my home. Sometimes I enjoy staying alone, thinking,
dreaming or even being a bit idle. I have one terrible shortcoming
- I love sleeping, it does not mean that I sleep all days round, but
I enjoy it may be because this way I can forget the reality and dream.
What do I dream about? Love, which is fair and endless… But I am still
lonely.
Why? May be because
I need a loving, caring, intelligent, strong man having high spiritual
and life values. May be I am asking for too much, but I believe that
he exists and he is waiting only for me, being sure that I can give
him everything he dreams of. I never start any relationship with a
man if I see that he is not the right person for me. I do not care
about his appearance and his age, his soul and his inner world are
the most important things for me. And if I find him, he will be so
much surprised to see in me a good friend, wife and lover. Sounds
modest? I do not know, I write my mind. I am very sensual, but people
seeing me being cold may think that I have no feelings, my life taught
me to hide emotions and I had to learn to be reserved. But I have
a delicate soul and only close friends know it. I am like a shell
which opens only feeling safe. For me safety means love, attention
and care. And I need it so much.
I love sea, summer
(I wish it was eternal), flowers, books, animals. I live in the world
of smells. Each situation leaves some special smell, some feeling.
When I recall something I smell it and can not forget. It is something
so special, impossible to tell you. Does it sound strange? May be.
Some people say
that I am strong, I just have to be. Sometimes I feel like being weak
and led by a strong person. It makes me think that only a man older
than me can do it. Only a mature man knows all sides of life, only
he knows what love is and he has saved the best things in his soul
during his life.
I do not care
where my"second half" lives, but if I am sure that he has
been looking for me, I will go to any land's end, it does not matter
where. And I will not be sorry to abandon my former life to give him
my new life full of the best experiences. I believe in it and I am
sure I can make my man happy.
Now you know a
little more about me. If you think I am worth your attention - write
me, I speak English.
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