My name is Margarita. I am from Izhevsk, Russia. I am 164 cm
tall and my weight is 58 kg.
It is very difficult
for me to write about myself, but I will try to write the truth. On
the photo you can see that I am not very beautiful, but I am not ugly.
I am attractive, slim and charming, but very unhappy. I lack the man
to love. Yes, to love, and I do not want anything else. I have already
been married to a man I disliked and even hated, so my memories about
the marriage are rather sad. I was married for six years and only
when I got divorced I realized that I can live, breathe, laugh and
be happy. I have been divorced for nine years, but I have not met
a man who could become my love. And how can it be possible if I have
a son? Russian men do not want this trouble.
Now I am 36 (born
on September 26, 1964). Unfortunately, I did not get higher education,
I just did not have a chance. But I have always enjoyed learning.
I started studying English not long ago. Of course, I am not very
good at it, as I have no practice. At school I learned German and
I have always been interested in foreign languages. I love reading
and I read a lot, but lately my preferences have changed and I gave
up reading fiction and now I prefer reading for information. I love
going in for sports. There is a wonderful pine forest near my house,
where I run every morning in summer and after that go for a swim in
the pond. That is wonderful! In winter I go skiing and coming back
from such walks I feel happy. May be that is because I am the child
of Nature, I was born and grew up in the country. I also like going
to the gym and sauna.
I love listening
to nice music, which can make you cry and breaks your heart, curing
all the parts of my soul. And sometimes I prefer cheerful funny music
and I want to keep on dancing and stop thinking of bad things. I love
watching good films, especially historical films and cartoons, but
I do not like anything similar to"Tom and Jerry", as I hate violence,
so I dislike thrillers, horror movies and pornographic films.
I love summer,
sun and warm climate. And I like summer thunderstorms, when the sky
breaks above your head, lightning covers all around you and it rains
heavily. These memories are connected with my childhood when I lived
in the south of Russia.
I am very emotional,
I can be stubborn and I am easy to offend, but I never keep offense.
I am often trustful and naive, and, to my mind, I can not adopt to
this cruel world, as I believe in good and it can be found very seldom
among people. Lately my life has been hard, as lives of many people
in my country. I am looking for the sense of life. I am in a constant
search for something. I am eager to start looking for happiness. But
is there any? Where is it? There is only one thing I know for sure:
I deserve to be happy and I want to find my happiness. I am sorry
only for one thing: I have no wings to leave the routine and everyday
troubles and to fly where I like. Sorry to say, but I can not do that
and I can be as I am only during the meditation.
