My name is Tatiana. I was born on 21 May in 1968 so I am 32
years old. I live in Izhevsk with my parents and my daughter Maria
(she is 9).
I have wonderful, kind and very hardworking parents.
My father works and mother is retired, but she is still working too.
Very soon in summer she will move to the country-house with grandchildren.
We have a small house with a sauna, and a piece of land where we grow
flowers, vegetables and some fruit. I enjoy going there at the weekend
and working in the garden. I love the nature, work and just staying
there. The place is really beautiful.
I have a sister. She is two years my senior and she
has a family of her own, her son is 12. As to my family life, I was
married for three years and I have been divorced for six years. Unfortunately
my family life was a failure. We were young and we did not understand
our mistakes. Now I am an adult and I will try to avoid mistakes in
the future. My husband was a good man, but he liked drinking. Now
he lives with his parents and sometimes comes to see our daughter,
but he is not a good father. Some day I thought we could start everything
from the very beginning, but we failed.
I work as a cook in a commercial company. This job
may seem difficult and uninteresting. But I try to make it not so
monotonous inventing something new, beautiful and tasty every day.
People working for this company love it a lot and they are so grateful
to me for my skills. People in Russia love eating well.
In my free time I like doing sports, dancing, going
to the theater and to the cinema, walking with my daughter. I enjoy
going to the country and traveling, though I can not afford it very
often. I like going to picnics with my friends, and I am fond of fishing.
Sorry to say, but I can not swim and I just enjoy watching water.
It calms me down, and my thoughts start floating as quietly as the
water runs in the river. But sometimes these thoughts are sad as water
reminds me how short our life is. At such moments I feel like staying
with close people. I like watching fire, even a candle.
I am kind and warmhearted. I can understand and accept
different features of character, which are not always nice. To be
able to understand people is the most important thing. But it seldom
happens among people. Due to being cautious and even suspicious I
establish new contacts with difficulties. And I do not feel sorry
for leaving some people if we have nothing in common. But there are
people who understand me without speaking and I do enjoy communicating
with them. I have few friends, but I appreciate and respect them.
And there is only one friend with whom I can discuss really everything.
I share my joys and troubles with her. Unfortunately, our life is
full of troubles... But life teaches us to see beauty even in ordinary
things. For example, I am fond of examining frozen windows in winter,
trying to imagine some wonderful pictures. I like watching the clouds
and thinking.
I like everything beautiful, let it be music, painting,
sculpture, flower, singing of birds or the sound of surf. Life has
given me faith and has taught me to be tolerant and patient, life
gave me my daughter, she stayed alive even when the doctors said that
nothing could be done. Unfortunately, it has affected my daughter,
she has some shortcomings, but they are difficult to notice. She is
an ordinary child, she runs, plays, sings, recites poems, dreams,
laughs and studies.
I love my girl a lot and I try to do everything I
can for her. I do not like bringing troubles to people, I try to make
them happy, but we do miss a strong, attentive, caring father and
husband, who could support, understand and love us with all his heart,
who could accept us as we are, with all our advantages and problems,
joys and sorrows. Love is only a feeling, but a real mutual love is
a very strong power. I dream to meet a kind, clever, honest, faithful,
decent and wise man with a good sense of humor.
As for his appearance, there should not be a big contrast
with me: I am 168 cm tall and my weight is 60 kg. I would like to
have a strong family, based on tenderness, warmth, love, kids' laughter
and joy of living together, where everybody will do his best to make
his family happy. I hope, it is not just a dream and I will find my
happiness.
Sorry to say, but my English is not very good. I learnt
it at school, but I have forgotten many things. But I am learning
English now. I think I did not manage to express all my feelings,
emotions, ideas of life and people. But it is in our hands, write
me and we will talk about everything.
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