My name is Lyudmila. I live in Belgorod, Russia.
I am 46 years old. Yes, it is not a misprint. I am 46, and you can
see my recent picture. Everybody, especially men, say
that I look much younger. My height is 160 cm, my weight is 57 kg.
I was born on
June 3rd 1952 in Moscow, where I grew up. My father was a military
man. My childhood and youth were very happy and carefree. My parents
loved me, my father's career promoted very quickly, that's why our
life was untroubled and prosperous. After school I entered the University.
I was loved and respected. Many very decent young men were seeking
my hand in marriage. I only made a joke in reply. I was 21, when my
future and now ex-husband raped me. He was very proud about it, because
I was so unapproachable. I was disoriented. I didn't know what to
do. I phoned my parents (they lived then in another town); my father
came and told me to marry a man who was first to take my body. Bud
he didn't take my heart and soul! I didn't dare to disobey my father.
My wedding was like a funeral for me, as if I buried my lucky quiet
existence that day. Actually, all kinds of troubles pursued me beginning
from those days.
My pregnancy was
painful and hard. Doctors were afraid about my life. They gave me
an advice to move from capital to a calm provincial town. I moved
to my parents in Belgorod. I have been living there for 24 years.
Unfortunately, my husband also came here. He didn't want to lose a
wealthy father-in-law. He didn't want to leave me supposedly because
he didn't want our son to grow up without a father. As a matter of
fact, he was drinking hard, had dozens of mistresses, and on top of
everything, he beat me often. I could hardly get of him after 4 years
of marriage. After my divorce I fell ill. It was total nervous emaciation.
Almost for a year I had been between life and death... Maybe, I am
too sincere and frank, but I think that if somebody truly cares for
me, he will be interested in all my life.
I am very trustful
and even credulous. I suffer from it, not only morally, but very often
financially. I came across all kinds of fraud and cheating. Although
I got a considerable heritage after my father's death, now I live
very modestly. But I am not envious or greedy for money. I am satisfied
with what I have. Hard life didn't kill in me self-respect, dignity
and proper pride.
I love pets. I
am a friend of all cats and dogs in the neighbourhood. I have a cat
that I adore and take care of, and he is devoted to me. I like sea.
2-3 times a year I went to visit my aunt who lived in a house situated
on the sea shore. Sea calmed me down, but I absolutely can't swim.
There is one more phenomenon about me. I think I could be in a Guinness
book of records, because I have never tasted (not speaking about drinking)
any alcohol in my life. But I have been smoking for 12 years.
What else can
I say? My son is already 24, he is married and live separately from
me. I have a granddaughter. I have decided to put my ad in this catalogue,
because I have nothing to lose in this life. My life can't be worse
that it has been all last years. I didn't taste a happiness of a family
life. Maybe, I will have a chance to meet a good, caring man, and
the third part of my life will be quiet, stable and filled with love
and care, like was my childhood... I know some English.
