Hello! My story may seem you unusual, but it is very sincere. My name
is Lydia. I am 46. I was born on 18 August in 1954. I am 170
cm tall and my weight is 82 kg. I am divorced and I have a daughter.
Her name is Julia and she was born on 19 August in 1985.
I am attentive,
caring, responsible and modest. I love art, nature and animals and
I play musical instruments. I am a librarian by profession, but life
makes me do a lot of different jobs, and I am ready to do everything,
as it is necessary to survive. Probably, for you it is difficult to
believe that life can be as hard, but the situation where I live is
really grave. I live in the province and as statistics say, we have
12,000 retired people compared to 18,000 of total population. There
are a lot of environmental problems and four times more people die
than are born. The companies are closing, unemployment is constantly
increasing, people do not get their wages and young people have no
future, I feel terrible looking at many children becoming beggars.
Everybody who
has a chance to move to a big city, uses this opportunity, as there
you can easier get a job and earn money, as in my town our miserable
wages are usually six months delayed. Most of men are degrading, they
are interested only in drinking, they steal and make their families'
life hard. And their wives keep on working to make the ends meet in
any way.
I am so tired
of having to work constantly, without any holidays. I would like to
remember at last that I am a woman, but I can not. In spite of doing
several jobs, there is always lack of money and I feel desperate.
I am sorry to
write all these things, but they are very serious. Russia is seriously
ill. Someday the situation may change, but I am realistic and I understand
that it will take several decades. And I want to live now. That is
not my first attempt to leave this country, and I realize that the
men are more interested in slim blonde charming girls. Well, someday
you feel tired of entertaining yourself and you want a kind and tender
woman, creating comfortable and cosy home for you. I am one of such
ladies and your inner world is the most important thing for me, while
your appearance does not really matter. To my mind, a person can be
appreciated according to his attitude to children, old people and
animals.
It is a pity,
but I only speak a little German ans recently have started learning
English. Well, it can be helped, I do not consider it a great problem,
as communication makes learning easier. In my prayers I often ask
the God to send me that kind and reliable man, who I am looking for
so much and who will take me and my daughter far away. I do not dream
of luxury, I just want to work and to live having a friend by my side
and feeling his strong shoulder. And now I just hope… I hope that
very soon my life will make me a nice surprise. Please, write me,
I am waiting for your letter so much.
